"MY DAD HAS ALS, AND THIS IS WHAT HE TAUGHT HIS BABY GIRL....
AND THIS IS WHAT I LIVE BY:"
IF YOU GIVE ME A FISH.... I'LL EAT FOR A DAY....
IF YOU TEACH ME HOW TO FISH,
I WILL EAT FOR A LIFETIME!
WORD
10.31.2009
HIS THOUGHTS... OR MINE?
ALWAYS BEEN A CARE TAKER...
I TRY TO NURSE PEOPLE
AT TIMES THAT BACK FIRES...
HURT PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE
I TRY TO NURSE PEOPLE
AT TIMES THAT BACK FIRES...
HURT PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE
10.30.2009
ME... JUST RANDOM THOUGHTS...
DARNNIT,
I FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTCAST LATELY!!
SO WEIRD....
SO WEIRD....
SO WEIRD!
WAIT!
I AM WEIRD!
LOL, SAD, BUT TRUE!
I FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTCAST LATELY!!
SO WEIRD....
SO WEIRD....
SO WEIRD!
WAIT!
I AM WEIRD!
LOL, SAD, BUT TRUE!
10.29.2009
DEF JAM NOVEMBER ISSUE COVER...
SCARFACE, Q(?)UESTLOVE, JUELZ SANTANA,
LOSO, ONYX, EPMD, WARREN G...
IM #TEAM LOSO, RICK ROSS AND JUELZ....
IDK ABOUT EVERYBODY ELSE...
10.28.2009
WHAT HIP HOP HEADS DO...
Nicki Minaj, Crown Royal, Joe Budden Cypher:
Mos Def, Black Thought & Eminem cypher:
Wale, Nipsy Hussle, KRS-One & GSan Cypher:
Poll: Which Hip Hop Awards cypher were you feeling the most?
Best performance goes to..... (WELL LET ME REPHRASE THAT... THE ONLY ONE I WANTED TO SEE)
Mos Def, Black Thought & Eminem cypher:
Wale, Nipsy Hussle, KRS-One & GSan Cypher:
Poll: Which Hip Hop Awards cypher were you feeling the most?
Best performance goes to..... (WELL LET ME REPHRASE THAT... THE ONLY ONE I WANTED TO SEE)
10.27.2009
A Proverb for the soul! ;-)
Hope DEFERRED makes the HEART SICK....
But when the DESIRE comes... It is the tree of LIFE.
But when the DESIRE comes... It is the tree of LIFE.
VH1 HOT WINGS....AFTER THE SHOW, WHERE'S THE LOVE?
-vs-
I will be the first to admit,
after the show I went to bed sad listening to
India Arie "Ready for Love."
I thought about how cute Chance and Hot Wings looked together,
how happy and enlove they seemed,
how I am single, and blah blah blah.
Let me lay a rule of thumb down,
"Everything is not what it always seems."
I woke up and read a VH1 interview with Hot Wings after the show:
Congratulations.
Thank you.
How has communication with Chance been since the show?
How has communication with Chance been since the show?
We wrapped the show in June,
and it took me three months just to hear from Chance one time.
That was the only time I heard from him since the show,
and that was on Twitter.
So, that’s that, then?
and it took me three months just to hear from Chance one time.
That was the only time I heard from him since the show,
and that was on Twitter.
So, that’s that, then?
Hell yeah! I think if you did a show for love,
and you find someone,
and then you never speak to them again…then what was the point?
Are you pissed?
and you find someone,
and then you never speak to them again…then what was the point?
Are you pissed?
I’m a little pissed. I’m over it now,
but it was really hard for me for
the first month and a half, two months.
I was just sitting around thinking,
“What the hell’s going on right now?”
but it was really hard for me for
the first month and a half, two months.
I was just sitting around thinking,
“What the hell’s going on right now?”
Could the lack of communication have
anything to do with something in your contract,
which states that you aren’t supposed
to have contact in the time between
wrapping and the airing of the finale?
anything to do with something in your contract,
which states that you aren’t supposed
to have contact in the time between
wrapping and the airing of the finale?
No, because I saw that he’s been hitting
up other girls from the show.
So I’m like,
“You can talk to the other girls from the show,
but you won’t even talk to me in person?”
I don’t even care about the damn contract.
I would have broken the contract to talk to him.
I mean, it’s just us talking.
It’s not like everybody has to know that we’re talking.
I can get a phone call. But I didn’t get a thing after the show.
up other girls from the show.
So I’m like,
“You can talk to the other girls from the show,
but you won’t even talk to me in person?”
I don’t even care about the damn contract.
I would have broken the contract to talk to him.
I mean, it’s just us talking.
It’s not like everybody has to know that we’re talking.
I can get a phone call. But I didn’t get a thing after the show.
You said you loved him on the show. Did you really?
Yeah. I don’t think I’d ever have anything
bad to say about him even after this whole thing,
but it was just definitely hard to deal with.
I kind of feel like I got played really bad.
bad to say about him even after this whole thing,
but it was just definitely hard to deal with.
I kind of feel like I got played really bad.
You were unmistakably passionate.
You attempted to quit the show a few times.
You attempted to quit the show a few times.
Yeah, I tried to pack up and leave,
but people need to understand that
I wasn’t getting any attention from
Chance when that was going on.
I didn’t get a date,
I didn’t really see him in the house,
we’d never had a conversation.
So I just thought,
“What the hell is the point of me
sitting around wasting my time?
I might as well go home.”
But after we had our one-on-one time
and really sat down and talked,
I really was attracted to him.
And I didn’t want to leave after that.
but people need to understand that
I wasn’t getting any attention from
Chance when that was going on.
I didn’t get a date,
I didn’t really see him in the house,
we’d never had a conversation.
So I just thought,
“What the hell is the point of me
sitting around wasting my time?
I might as well go home.”
But after we had our one-on-one time
and really sat down and talked,
I really was attracted to him.
And I didn’t want to leave after that.
Things not working out aside,
do you have any pride in being
named the winner of this competition?
do you have any pride in being
named the winner of this competition?
I thought about that, and I talked to Doll about this,
too: really, we didn’t win.
It’s almost like we got eliminated too,
because we never hear from them.
Yeah, he picked me, but where is he now?
I have no clue, I don’t speak to him.
I gave him my number twice and he’s never called me.
He told me something like,
“Oh, I left your number in my pants, and the ink ran,”
or some kind of dumb excuse. So I was like,
“OK, so here’s my number again…”
and still haven’t gotten a phone call.
I could be mad at him. I could hold a grudge,
but I’m not going to do that.
It is what it is. If he was trying to make a TV show,
he got his TV show. He made one, and I was a part of it.
But if you’re really looking for love, you found it,
and you kind of let it go. That’s your loss.
too: really, we didn’t win.
It’s almost like we got eliminated too,
because we never hear from them.
Yeah, he picked me, but where is he now?
I have no clue, I don’t speak to him.
I gave him my number twice and he’s never called me.
He told me something like,
“Oh, I left your number in my pants, and the ink ran,”
or some kind of dumb excuse. So I was like,
“OK, so here’s my number again…”
and still haven’t gotten a phone call.
I could be mad at him. I could hold a grudge,
but I’m not going to do that.
It is what it is. If he was trying to make a TV show,
he got his TV show. He made one, and I was a part of it.
But if you’re really looking for love, you found it,
and you kind of let it go. That’s your loss.
Speaking of your passion,
some people labeled it immaturity.
What do you think of that? Are you immature?
some people labeled it immaturity.
What do you think of that? Are you immature?
I think I’m immature, and I think that
Chance is even more immature than I am.
I think a lot of people can be immature at times.
I think it was exaggerated on the show,
in the way it was edited. But yeah, I can be immature.
I’m a spoiled little brat when I want my way.
Chance is even more immature than I am.
I think a lot of people can be immature at times.
I think it was exaggerated on the show,
in the way it was edited. But yeah, I can be immature.
I’m a spoiled little brat when I want my way.
I guess the upside is that you don’t take crap.
You weren’t scared to argue with Chance.
You weren’t scared to argue with Chance.
Yeah. After our blow up,
Chance never really tested me or pushed me.
A lot of the argument they didn’t show.
We were going back and forth for a good couple of minutes.
And I was saying a lot worse stuff that
I don’t think they wanted to show on
TV because it would be embarrassing
to him and you probably wouldn’t understand
why he would have kept me after that.
At the same time, they didn’t show him yelling in my face.
That really offended me because
Chance can be really disrespectful towards women.
I was already agitated that day because
Chance was ordering us around, and he told me,
“Oh, go heat up me food. This is cold,
go put it back in the microwave.”
Chance never really tested me or pushed me.
A lot of the argument they didn’t show.
We were going back and forth for a good couple of minutes.
And I was saying a lot worse stuff that
I don’t think they wanted to show on
TV because it would be embarrassing
to him and you probably wouldn’t understand
why he would have kept me after that.
At the same time, they didn’t show him yelling in my face.
That really offended me because
Chance can be really disrespectful towards women.
I was already agitated that day because
Chance was ordering us around, and he told me,
“Oh, go heat up me food. This is cold,
go put it back in the microwave.”
How do you feel about being called Hot Wings?
It’s hilarious. I’m so used to it now.
Random strangers will yell “Hot Wings!”
and I’ll just turn around. It’s so natural now.
Random strangers will yell “Hot Wings!”
and I’ll just turn around. It’s so natural now.
Have you been working at Hooters since the show?
Yeah. After the show, I definitely went back to work,
because I love my job.
But I haven’t been taking tables. I bar tend now.
I really can’t go back to work and take tables,
because it seems like every single table wants
me to sit down and talk to them about the show.
But I’ll always be a Hooters girl, I think, because I love it!
because I love my job.
But I haven’t been taking tables. I bar tend now.
I really can’t go back to work and take tables,
because it seems like every single table wants
me to sit down and talk to them about the show.
But I’ll always be a Hooters girl, I think, because I love it!
You model, too, right?
How has being on the show affected that?
How has being on the show affected that?
I haven’t really done anything with
modeling since the show started airing.
In four months I’ve done one photo shoot.
It’s kind of funny that since I did the show,
my modeling has really slowed down a lot.
But I’m going to pick it back up and go with it.
I just didn’t know what direction I wanted to go with it yet.
modeling since the show started airing.
In four months I’ve done one photo shoot.
It’s kind of funny that since I did the show,
my modeling has really slowed down a lot.
But I’m going to pick it back up and go with it.
I just didn’t know what direction I wanted to go with it yet.
Was the exposure that you get
from this show attractive to you?
from this show attractive to you?
It’s funny, people always say,
“You’re there for exposure, you’re there for exposure.”
But that’s how I was found.
The casting directors knew I was a model,
found me and contacted me about the show.
So it’s like, “What did you expect?”
I guess the exposure is good and bad.
All of your skeletons come out of the closet
when you do the show, and all the pictures you
shot years ago and everything come out.
“You’re there for exposure, you’re there for exposure.”
But that’s how I was found.
The casting directors knew I was a model,
found me and contacted me about the show.
So it’s like, “What did you expect?”
I guess the exposure is good and bad.
All of your skeletons come out of the closet
when you do the show, and all the pictures you
shot years ago and everything come out.
You said you’ve moved on from Chance.
Does that mean you aren’t single?
Does that mean you aren’t single?
There’s a rumor, but we’re not even going to talk about that.
What? Is it that you’re dating somebody famous?
What? Is it that you’re dating somebody famous?
Well, there’s a rumor that I’m dating a guy from
Tool Academy.
Tool Academy.
Which one?
Dre P.
Are you?
We’re friends, buddies. He’s cute.
You never know…
we talk.
We’ll see.
You never know…
we talk.
We’ll see.
What about that stuff that Blonde Baller
said about you? That you have a bunch of guys
at home taking care of you?
Blonde Baller is just…Blonde Baller.
What else can you say about her?
She says so much stuff about everybody,
and nobody aired out her period panties everywhere.
The thing about her is that she’ll take what
you say and then exaggerate it to make it negative.
It’s just like, “What kind of person are you?”
She won’t ever shut up. Even after the show,
she’s still talking about it and ruining it for viewers.
She just doesn’t have respect for people,
so no one should respect her either.
So really, f*** that bitch, I don’t really care.
said about you? That you have a bunch of guys
at home taking care of you?
Blonde Baller is just…Blonde Baller.
What else can you say about her?
She says so much stuff about everybody,
and nobody aired out her period panties everywhere.
The thing about her is that she’ll take what
you say and then exaggerate it to make it negative.
It’s just like, “What kind of person are you?”
She won’t ever shut up. Even after the show,
she’s still talking about it and ruining it for viewers.
She just doesn’t have respect for people,
so no one should respect her either.
So really, f*** that bitch, I don’t really care.
With the way that everything played out,
are you disappointed?
Do you look back on this
situation and regret doing it?
are you disappointed?
Do you look back on this
situation and regret doing it?
With the way everything played out,
I wish I would have just gotten eliminated.
If you’re not really there for love,
you should just eliminate the person
who is really there for you and keep someone
around who really won’t give a
f*** after when you don’t talk to them.
You know what I mean?
That’s how I kind of feel.
But I don’t really regret anything.
I learned a lot, I met a lot of great people,
and I had fun. And it’s going to take me
somewhere different, a lot of new opportunities
came with it. And I didn’t find love with Chance,
but that doesn’t mean I’m never going to find love.
I wish I would have just gotten eliminated.
If you’re not really there for love,
you should just eliminate the person
who is really there for you and keep someone
around who really won’t give a
f*** after when you don’t talk to them.
You know what I mean?
That’s how I kind of feel.
But I don’t really regret anything.
I learned a lot, I met a lot of great people,
and I had fun. And it’s going to take me
somewhere different, a lot of new opportunities
came with it. And I didn’t find love with Chance,
but that doesn’t mean I’m never going to find love.
10.16.2009
ON TO THE NEXT ONE...
I know Uggs have been in for a minute, I remember crying for a pair in 2002 my freshman year at Michigan State University.... "But mom pleassssse, it's so much snow in Lansing...All my classes are far away...! My feet are always cold!" I think I used every one liner in the book to get those chestnut colored ones in my life. Of course, it worked! Till this day, I see Uggs are still everywhere. They even manufacturer metallic, crochet, leather all types of Ugg boots. I made a proclamation to myself, that I would not be caught slippen' in a pair anymore.... Maybe to and from the gym in the winter months, but besides that... Im on to the next one!
Im liking the HUNTER BOOTS... accessorized with different color G-Shocks, leggin's, especially the liquid material, a cute casual big bulky sweater... Why not?? I think it off-sets like a military punk posh type of look! Oh Im on it! Price range $105 to $120-ish or so is definitely not bad!!!!
Im liking the HUNTER BOOTS... accessorized with different color G-Shocks, leggin's, especially the liquid material, a cute casual big bulky sweater... Why not?? I think it off-sets like a military punk posh type of look! Oh Im on it! Price range $105 to $120-ish or so is definitely not bad!!!!
10.15.2009
10.13.2009
MINNIE RIPERTON -- INSIDE MY LOVE...
I GOTTA THROW IT BACK TO THE OLD SCHOOL ON THIS ONE... WHAT THE YOUNGGINS KNOW ABOUT THIS??
Two people, just meeting
Barely touching each other
Two spirits greeting
Trying to carry it further
You are one and I am another
We should be one inside each other
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
Two strangers, not strangers
only lacking the knowing
So willing, feeling, infinite growing
While we're here the whole world is turning
We should be one
Fulfilling our yearning
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Barely touching each other
Two spirits greeting
Trying to carry it further
You are one and I am another
We should be one inside each other
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
Two strangers, not strangers
only lacking the knowing
So willing, feeling, infinite growing
While we're here the whole world is turning
We should be one
Fulfilling our yearning
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
You can see inside me
Will you come inside me?
Do you wanna ride inside my love?
10.11.2009
I GOTTA DO IT!!
GOD IS GOOD! I JUST GOT TO TAKE SOME TIME OUT OF MY DAY AND REFLECT ON HOW GOOD HE IS...
SOMETIMES, I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS UP TOO... BUT I KNOW IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH PERFECTING EVERY PART OF ME AND EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE! :-)
SOMETIMES, I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS UP TOO... BUT I KNOW IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH PERFECTING EVERY PART OF ME AND EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE! :-)
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